I think I hear your voice,

So I turn to listen

But you are not there.

I see your face in the shadows, but when I look again,

You are not there.

I see your smile in the sunshine,

So, I glance again,

You are not there.

You are not there,

Yet you are everywhere.

With every beat of my heart

I can feel your love.

So I search for you

But you are not there.

At night when the moon shines bright,

I can see your face in the pale moonlight

So I look up to tell you I miss you

And you are not there.

You are not there

But yet you are everywhere.

Sometimes I feel your hand holding mine

And hear you say it'll be alright

But when I try to hold your hand tighter,

You are not there.

I see you in my dreams,

Where I can hug you tight.

 

I hear you in my mind

And tell you that I love you.

I feel your love always.

So, even when you are not there

You will always be everywhere.

 

You left us a year ago today, 1/19/2006,

but you are still within our hearts,

and there you will remain.....forever.

Love you so much.

 

 

Give 'em a hug, a great big kiss. Because one day, he will be greatly missed. My daddy has gone far away from this land, I miss the precious touch of his loving hands. I never knew last year was the last day, I could look at my daddy, hug him, and say: "I love you, Daddy! Happy Father's Day!" Don't let one day go by without telling him how dear he is! Remember you may not have another year to tell him this! All I have now is great memories, a heart full of love and eyes full of tears, and to remember his love throughout the years. Now I will have to look up at the stars and say, "I love you, Daddy! Happy Father's Day!" Please remember when you pray, to thank your heavenly father up above. For your father he gave you with so much love. "He lived, for Jesus died; He died, for Jesus Lives."

This morning when I wakened
And saw the sun above,
I softly said, "Good morning, Lord,
Bless everyone I love"
Right away I thought of you
And said a loving prayer,
That He would bless you specially,
And keep you free from care.
I thought of all the happiness
A day could hold in store,
I wished it all for you because
No one deserves it more.
I felt so warm and good inside,
My heart was all aglow.
I know God heard my prayers for you,
He hears them all, you know.

Dad, thanks for allowing us to see some once in a lifetime things this weekend. I know we would not have seen the whales without your help. It was amazing and beautiful. Thank you for watching out for us and over us still. I know you are always with me no matter where I go or where I am. I was able to relax and enjoy myself, but all the time I still missed you and wanted to be able to share these memories with you. I know you were enjoying it with us in the only way that you can. I am with you always in my heart. I love you.

How lucky to have had so good a father!
On us his warm, unstinting sun long shone.
We were, of his hardworking life, the center,
Loved for the pure joy of love alone.
Uncanny are the requisites of pleasure,
Coming as they do within the will.
Knowing well where lay his greatest treasure,
Years on years of love he labored still.

I miss your laughter, fun, and gentleness.
I miss the things I used to do for you.
I miss the time, now filled with emptiness,
When each day was a stage for something new.
I miss your love, though mine for you remains,
A passion with no outlet to the sea,
A teardrop in a desert, that contains
What's left of my maternal ecstasy.
I miss your presence, like a silent chord
That anchored even solitude in grace.
I miss, for my love's labor, the reward
Of seeing some small pleasure in your face.
All these I miss, and yet they are all here
Within my heart, far more than I can bear.

Imagine you and the Lord Jesus are walking down the road  together.  

Dance with Jesus Daddy. Wish we could dance together. Love and miss you very much.

I'm sorry I can't be with you today
When all the family's gathered in one place.
But I am with you in another way,

A current in the stream of what you say,
Alive within your consciousness of grace.
I'm sorry I can't be with you today

To share your happiness and touch the clay
That once it was my fortune to embrace.
But I am with you in another way,

An intimate that time cannot betray,
With you always, unconstrained by space.
I'm sorry I can't be with you today

To watch with you the slanting sunlight play,
Casting lovely shadows through the lace.
But I am with you in another way,

Waiting for you where the shadows lay
Their darkness soft across your gentle face.
I'm sorry I can't be with you today.
But I am with you in another way.

 

 

By: Nicholas Gordon

A little girl needs Daddy For many, many things: Like holding her high off the ground Where the sunlight sings! Like being the deep music That tells her all is right When she awakens frantic with The terrors of the night. Like being the great mountain That rises in her heart And shows her how she might get home When all else falls apart. Like giving her the love That is her sea and air, So diving deep or soaring high She'll always find him there.

Hi Dad. Not a day goes by that we do not think of you and miss you dearly. Most of us are together again here, and we are always talking about you. Brittney has your smile and when I see her, I see you, and it makes me both happy and sad. Happy to see you when I look at her, but sad to know you are not here with us to share in these memories. Although you will always be with us in spirit and in our hearts, it still hurts to not be able to hold you each day and tell you in person how much we love you. You will forever be my hero for all that you have done and for all you continue to do from above. I know you are still watching over us, your family from Heaven just as you did when you were with us on earth. Dad, I hope you know how much you mean to us and how much we love and miss you. There can never be another you, and no one can ever fill the empty spot in our hearts that went with you when you had to leave us. So take care of yourself in your special new home and hold our hearts dearly as we hold yours. Love you Dad.

God looked around his garden and found an empty place.
He then looked down upon the earth and saw your tired face.
He put his arms around you and lifted you to rest.
God's garden must be beautiful, he always takes the best.
He knew that you were suffering, he knew you were in pain.
He knew that you would never get well on this earth again.
He saw the road was getting rough and the hills were hard to climb.
So he closed your weary eyelids and whispered "Peace be thine".
It broke our hearts to lose you but you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you, the day God called you home

A million times I needed you
A million times I have cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
You would have never died.
In life I loved you dearly,

In death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a special place,

That none will ever fill.
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you did not go alone.
For all my love went with you
The day God called you home.   

Nancy, Anne, Susan & Shawn,

 

I am deeply sorry for your loss, and that I couldnt be there with you in your time of need. I know that you all loved him very much and he is greatly missed. Do not weep for him because he is not there with you, HE is with you always and he never left. He sees all and knows all, for he is not dead, but alive in each and everyone of you. Just close your eyes and open your hearts because it is there that he talks to you everyday.

 

Again I am sorry. Much Love, Michele Balducci

Wow! Tomorrow is Father's Day. The saddest one it will be since it is the first one you are not with us in body, but spirit alone. I do not know how we will get through the day without you. It is not a real father's day without our beloved father to share it with. You meant the world to us all. You were the greatest father. Not only to us, but to many of our friends as well. It amazes me how one person was loved and admired by so many people in his life. these are the same people that miss you more each day. We love you so much day. Although tomoorrow will be one of the hardest days to overcome, you will be with us in our thoughts and in our hearts as you are each day that passes and has passed since you were called by Him to be an Angel. So, happy father's day to you Dad in Heaven, but not a happy day for us, the ones you left behind.

This is one of the sngs I love that reminded me of my dad. Then tonight my mom told me it was one of my Dad's favorites, so here it is for him.

Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows?
Only time...

And who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose?
Only time...

(interlude)
dee dah day, dee dah day, dee dah day
dee dah doe day doe, dee doe day doe

Who can say why your heart sighs,
As your love flies?
Only time...

And who can say why your heart cries,
When your love lies (dies)?
Only time...

(interlude)
dee dah day, dee dah day, dee dah day
dee dah doe day doe, dee doe day doe

Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be,
In your heart.

And who can say when the day sleeps,
If the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart...

(long interlude)
dee dah dah dah
dee dah dah dah
dee dah dah dah
dee dah dah dah

Who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose?
Only time...

And who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows?
Only time...

Who knows?
Only time...

Who knows?
Only time... 

Greatly Missed

by Amy Richards

A Fathers touch, A Daddy's kiss, A grieving Daughter, You're greatly missed. An empty house, An empty chair, A fathers love, No longer there. A broken heart, Tear filled eye, Another soul to fill the sky. Many memories in my mind, Some I laugh, Some I cry. The times we shared, The laughs we had, Things I miss when I think of you Dad. Realizing that's all I have to hold on too, Only memories, Of what once was you. Missing your laugh, I will never again hear. That is the reality that fills me with so much fear. No more smile on your face, No more warmth of your embrace. The last hug, The last kiss, The last "goodbye" leaves me with one last wish... To have you Dad, here today, Never to leave your Daughter this way. A Father's touch, A Daddy's kiss, A grieving Daughter, YOU'RE GREATLY MISSED!

Suddenly,one dreadful day
An angel came from faraway
No signs or warnings,just made it brief
Left us all full of grief
The pain and hurt that we all had
Was caused by angels taking my dad
 
The things i never got to say
i'll say in prayer everyday
The little things we should have done
Were moments meant for everyone
But the memories kept locked in my heart
Will mean we're never really apart
 
So from you're cherubs we'll say goodnight
And wait upon your flashing light
For when we see it passing by
We'll know your watching from the sky. 
 

I am home in Heaven dear ones,  

Oh so happy and so bright!
There is perfect joy and beauty
In this everlasting light.
All the pain and grief is over  

Every restless tossing passd, 

I am now at peace forever
Safely home in Heaven at last.
Did you wonder I so calmly  

Trod the valley of the shade?  

Oh! but Jesus; love illuminated
Every dark and fearful glade.

And he came himself to meet me  

In that way so hard to tread    

And with Jesus' ar to lean on
Could I have one doubt or dread?
Then you must not grieve so sorely  

For I love you dearly still,    

Try to look beyond earth's shadows,
Pray to trust our Father's will.
There is work still waiting for you,   

So you must not idly stand,           

 Do it now,while life remaineth-
You shall rest in Jesus' land
When that work is all completed,    

He will gently call you home,      

Oh,the rapture of that meeting
Oh,the joy to see you come!                            

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am a diamond glint of snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awake in the morning hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft star shine at night.
Do not stand by my grave and cry
I am not there...
I did not die.

A dad is someone who
wants to catch you before you fall
but instead picks you up,
brushes you off,
and lets you try again.

A dad is someone who
wants to keep you from making mistakes
but instead lets you find your own way,
even though his heart breaks in silence
when you get hurt.

A dad is someone who
holds you when you cry,
scolds you when you break the rules,
shines with pride when you succeed,
and has faith in you even when you fail...

Dad, you're everything a dad should be and some.

~By Susan Ceylise.~

                                               What Is A Dad?

A Dad is a person
Who is loving and kind,
And often he knows
What you have on your mind.

He’s someone who listens,
Suggests, and defends.
A Dad can be one of
Your very best friends!

He’s proud of your triumphs,
But when things go wrong,
A Dad can be patient
And helpful and strong.

In all that you do,
A Dad’s love plays a part.
There’s always a place for him
Deep in your heart.

And each year that passes,
You’re even more glad,
More grateful and proud
Just to call him your Dad!

Thank you, Dad
For listening and caring,
For giving and sharing,
But especially, for just being you!
 

Angels are Amongst Us

Angels are amongst us
Angels all around
If we quiet our minds, and open our hearts
We will hear their heavenly sound

Angels do protect us
Sent from our Father up above
To guide us along in this confusing world
With reassurance and love

Everyone has an angel
Given to us from the start
Trust and faith is what we need
To hear them in our heart

Never feel alone or scared
desolate or sad
For when we feel these things at times
Our angels do take charge

They comfort us with an enveloping hug
Making sure we know they are there
They only want the best for us
Because they really truly care.

-Maria Schembri

Mom will be here in 2 weeks & I will take care of her best I can. It still will not be the same without you here as well, to share the good times with. Dad, I miss you so much. Life is so hard nowadays without you in it. Not being able to talk to you, or see your smile, hear your laugh, or feel your hug, is devastating. I know how much you loved us all of our lives and those memories will last forever, as will you, in our hearts.

Brittney sent you a nice balloon yesterday from Manhattan with alot of kisses from all of us.It was a thinking of you balloon which I know you grabbed.I hope you hold it close to your heart and know that we all miss you down here on earth.We all love you very much.

Dad, I am so sorry that I let 6 years go without seeing you before you left us. This is something I cannot forgive myself for. I will have to live with it for the rest of my life and it hurts me so much each day. I miss you so much and I wish I coud turn back the time to spend the last 6 years with you. I know you were coming here to live by me, and I adored you for that. You meant the world to me and you still do. I love you forever Daddy.

My Johnny,You were my world,and my life.Each day I see something that reminds me of you.We grew up together,and were always together,that is why I can not say goodbye.I do not want to let you go.The kids have been so great,but we all miss you terribly.Rest in peace my darling.I will ALWAYS love you.I'm forever yours

I found this poem on the internet. I am not sure who wrote it, but they did a spectacular job. It is appropriate for this site, so I posted it on for everyone that visits to read.

The days seem cold and lonely, the sky seems bleak and sad
The sun just isn't shining, since I lost my special Dad
There's going to be an empty space, which no-one else can fill
For nobody can take his place, and no-one ever will
And all the words of sympathy, which friends and family send
Are not enough to heal my pain, and make my sadness end
But they can be a soothing balm, to ease my aching heart
And set my feet upon a path, where life once more can start
The love we shared was special, and the things we did together
Are safely stored inside my heart, and they'll be there forever

Tears In Heaven

 

Eric Clapton & Will Jennings

---

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong
And carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way
Through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you beggin' please
Beggin' please

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong
And carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

 

The following poem was written by Judy Burnette. It is used with her permission. She is a wonderful lady, that lost her dad the same way I did, to a heart attack. She has many wonderful poems and I admire her. I added this as it is something I would have written if I thought of it first. Thank you Judy. It has helped me alot. Dad

by Judy Burnette

Dad...so many images come to mind whenever I speak your name; It seems without you in my life things have never been the same. What happened to those lazy days when I was just a child; When my life was consumed in you in your love, and in your smile. What happened to all those times when I always looked to you; No matter what happened in my life you could make my gray skies blue. Dad, some days I hear your voice and turn to see your face; Yet in my turning...it seems the sound has been erased. Dad, who will I turn to for answers when life does not make sense; Who will be there to hold me close when the pieces just don't fit. Oh, Dad, if I could turn back time and once more hear your voice; I'd tell you that out of all the dads you would still be my choice. Please always know I love you and no one can take your place; Years may come and go but your memory will never be erased. Today, Jesus, as You are listening in your home above; Would you go and find my dad and give him all my love.

Wind Beneath My Wings

by Larry Henley and Jeff Silbar

Ohhhh, oh, oh, oh, ohhh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.

So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strain.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.

Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.

It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.

Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.

Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.

Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.

Tomorrow would have been your birthday here on Earth. It will be so hard for me to not be able to pick up the phone and call you on your special day as I have always done. I miss your voice, your smile, your laugh and most of all, your love. Please spend your birthday with Jesus. He knows how much we love you and He will make sure it is still a good day for you. Love you.

 

My Dad, My Hero

My Dad was never famous,
he never built a car.
He didn't fly off into space,
or even play guitar.
He was never the president.
He has never won a race.
But somehow he was always able,
to put a smile on my face.
My Dad is a hero,
to his children and his wife.
He worked hard daily,
to give us a nice life.
My Dad, My Hero who fixed the broken toys,
Scared away the ghosts and goblins,
even found that 'scary' noise.
My Dad never expected praise,
He just did what was in his heart.
I love you Dad for all you have done.
My Dad. My Hero. My Number One.

Anne Fromm

Copyright ©2006 Anne Fromm